I think i need to get back to what i was like before March 2011.
A lot of things have changed since then, but so has the frustration inside of me – of my lack of consistency in my private life. I must admit, i didnt think the passing of my mother would actually de-rail me this much.
But here i am, struggling to do the things i love to do. And not doing the things i used to do, but thats because something in me changed. More like something in me gave way, or is it, that i lost it, I wonder.
So am hoping that with this very intentional step, my presumption of duties, will yield the results i am hoping for.